#501PJMNotAlone

I usually use trending sessions to express what i feel about a certain person/event.
I couldn't do that this time. I got kidnapped by my TSis in a sort of journey back to the days when we were all fooling around in Twitterland together.
Which was awesome, but this means my tweets weren't very meaningful.
Still, i've always written a report of my sessions and i certainly won't skip this one.
Maybe i'll write a separate post about what Not Alone means to me.
For now, this is what i have.


Ok, this is becoming more about me than you. Sorry. XD Though i love you for the impact you had on my life, so...
So, as soon as i said #501pjmnotalone was trending already&it wasn't fun, the tag disappeared. If it doesn't come back i'm gonna get killed.
I was still trying to decide if making this trending serious or not. I'm not ready. o.O I'm not used to this anymore. 
Ok, whatever. Let's just...pour my heart out. As usual. Hwaiting! 
JUNG MIN AH!!! ;_; You made me so illiterate that i'll probably sound like i don't care abt this comeback. o.O 
And btw, it's so cool that we call it a comeback and not a solo debut. Like 'Yeah, the others should be here but got lost.' 
Oh! XD Imagine Jung Min's face if the other 4 got lost on their way to the studio. XD ...Ok, sorry. Not relevant.
When i read the lyrics the first time i got one simple sudden thought: that's the song that describes what JungMin is for me.
"Not alone, not sad anymore, definitely not alone, never exhausted again." You all know this story, right? 
Though i've written about it a thousand times, i still don't think i can actually express the gift Jung Min was to me. 
And i don't have words to say how proud i am. Though it's not like i've done anything for this comeback. XD 
Jung Min ah, i can only hope all the hardships drifted away from you. I hope i'll never see you crying in sadness again. ;_; 
Not because you're not allowed to, but because what messed up world would make someone like you cry? 
If you could only know what a light you are to all of us. *_* 
Yeah, i know. I speak like if you're an untouchable god. (I guess you would agree with this. XD)
Seeing you on that stage alone was kinda bittersweet, actually. Though i didn't realise it was, until i saw you. 
But i suppose that was what you're trying to say. You're not really alone when it comes to SS501.
I hope you know your fans are all still here. And i can't help it but imagining the other 4 brats cheering like mad, too. All is well, really. And once again because of you. 
Your fierce determination made me think about my future a lot, probably more than how much i've thought abt it in my life.
Honestly. You made me feel wasted. XD Not blaming you. Put down the carrots. Just...yeah...what am i, compared to you? 
I wonder if i'd be different if i met u earlier. But i still hope trying to make up for it now will make me more confident. 
And why am i talking to you like if you were here? Omg. Too much roleplaying. Blame the brat. 
Random thing i just realised: i love the down down down part in the choreography. The second one. 
Another random thing i just realised: there must be too many kpop tags atm. So Twitter is taking turns. XD 
Guys, it's my fault. I might have accidentally suggested that it's better when tags have a hard time trending. *runs* 
Oh! And since everyone is remembering smth, i remember the 1st ever raving chapter. ;_; Throwing JM's socks at each other. 
You guys are confusing me. There are like 5 people w Not Alone cover as avatar rn. XD 
So, if you read my Tumblelog you probably know already. But the image keeps creeping into my mind so i'll say it...
#501pjmnotalone is back, btw. Anyway...Who watched Persona in Seoul Encore?....Rhetorical question. No need to answer.
There's just this awesome moment, when Jung Min runs after Kyu. Can you picture Jung Min's smile for me for a sec?....There.
Now, is it me or you feel all the meaningfulness of the words 'Jung Min is the strong pillar of the group' when he smiles? 
Because i cried like a kid seeing that scene. And i'm almost sure it was because of that. His strength. 


Here i forgot to say something but i remembered now: i do feel his strength in his smile, but i also feel how much the others rely on him. The moment Kyu looked at him, despite the evilness, i felt the brotherhood. ;_;


Oh, Jong Hoon ah is online! Jong Hoon ah, trend! Come on! It's not even for Saengie ah.....ok, i ruined it. 
I was saying...does he really endure all of that not failing in hiding it? He makes everything seem so easy. Ide... 
Jung Min ah! Just say it now! It's the right day! You're not real, are you? You're a cyborg or smth. Leader's alien friend. 
I forgot , didn't i? =.= Anyway that's why Hyun Joong believes in aliens so badly. Because he has you. Just. Say it. >.<
Omg, i suddenly miss my fake phone calls with an upset betrayed Jung Min ah. ;_; 
My trending session isn't making any sense. Just...too many memories related to one person. XDD 
And omg. Guys. It's so cool that almost all my oldest dearest TSis are here today. ;_; 
Aaaand, #501pjmnotalone is gone again. XDD LOL Imma sit here and watch this nonsense. 


AFTER THIS I STARTED CHATTING WITH MY TSIS AND KINDA MISSED THE WHOLE POINT OF THE TRENDING SESSION. STILL FUN, THOUGH. SINCE WE DON'T REALLY CATCH UP OFTEN ANYMORE, IT WAS NICE. IT WAS LIKE GOING BACK IN TIME. LIKE I SAID.
GUYS, EVEN IF I "HATE YOU" WHEN YOU BULLY ME THAT UNSCRUPULOUSLY, I LOVE YA!!! AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER. *_*
To those who aren't part of the TwitterSisterhood, you won't get much of what we're saying because we mentioned a few old anecdotes we share. Sorry. ':D


Mai: and all the bullying Menu ah, ya Cal! We need to talk sometime soon, I miss bullying w you! 
Menu: I don't. XD I'd like to remind you (you as in @Maisimus) that i wouldn't be so confused if it wasn't for you and Cal. XDD 
Win: Aigo suddenly I remember my first days in twitter. Menu ah's complicated love story, slumbporn party with Cal, Mai, Nov XD
Menu: My life story is still complicated. XD I mean, it wasn't. Until Jung Min came back. 
Win: I can't even rmbr how many men u're dealing with, Menu XD 
Menu: YA! I've changed! XD
Mai: LIARI!! XD
Menu: No, for real. It's only Saengie&Jung Min now. And Mai. Nobody asked you! XDD 
Mai: SHALL I BRING TUMBLR FOR EVIDENCE? XD
Menu: Tumblr is all abt Saengie&Jung Min. Your argument is invalid. XD 
Mai: What about ravings?
Menu: That's because i'm attached to the brats. Don't you have a trending session to help w? Really. Don't miss me that much. XD
Win: I think beside miss SS501, all of u also miss bullying Menu ah.
Mai: ME? What? Naaw!!xD
Menu: Well, at least i have a role i suppose. XD Oh, and Mai actually doesn't miss that 'cause she still bullies me on Tumblr. =.= 
Win: I guess @Maisimus loves u too much, Menu LOL~ 
Mai: DO NOT! XD
Menu: Mai, lying is a sin. XD 
Mai: You should listen to yourself, Menu ah.


Win: You are sure not alone, babe. (to Jung Min) All ur lovers are here. 
Mai: Menu does't count anymore. She's an Eternal Smile.
Menu:  ;_________________________; WHAT? 
Hiromi: Really?
Menu: Last week Mai said Jung Min is still my ultimate bias. She knows but has too much fun bullying me. XD 
Mai: It was a weak moment for me! Besides, I also said Saeng and Kyu are your biases!xD
Menu (to Mai and Cal): Ihu all. ;_; But i love Hiromi, Win and Nov. *runs&cries* I think i can state for sure that i only get along w Kyu's fans o.O 
Cal: U sure? Kyu's buins are scary too. Ok I ask them to show u their provess.
Menu: Never as scary as Eternal Smiles. Trust me. XD 


Imma officially ask Twitter daddy to provide TripleS a sort of chars bonus. One for tagging&one for actually writing smth XD


ENDING


Ok, i basically fooled around for this whole trending session so i'll just...ok...
@JungMi0403 Ayo! Just stopping by to say THANKYU, JUNG MIN SSI! ;_; For this album, the message in your song, for who you are&what you mean to us. ThankSS!!! Don't ever ever e.v.e.r change. I'm serious. Ever. We'd still love you, but don't ever change. Please?
And whether you'll win or not, Not Alone is above all an awesome gift to TripleS. ThankSS for staying with us!