Goodbye, Playful Kiss

[According to me this post is spoiler-free. In case our idea of spoiler is different and you don't want to risk ruining your final episode don't read. I don't mention any specific scene, anyway. Just a quote you can easily skip.]


I'll be quick.
I'm feeling something weird right now.
I've loved this drama to an extent and in a way that's different from how i loved every other drama.
I'm attached to very few characters in my respectably long list of dramas: basically the F4, Ga Eul, Jeremy and the whole Coffee Prince cast.
But i can't think of one character of Playful Kiss that i'm not gonna miss.
I've loved everyone: Seung Jo, Ha Ni, their fathers, Seung Jo's mom (that crazy awesome woman!), Eun Jo (smart funny kid *pats head*), MIN AH!!! (Little cute female Harry Potter, i'm gonna miss you!!!), Ju Ri, even Hae Ra (once she dropped the evil mask, i loved her too), and Bong Joon Gu, my one and only Lock Dude! Tell me there's a guy like him somewhere out there.
I wish they all had a spin-off.
The final episode made me smile and cry so much: smile because they all get their happy ending. Cry...well, more like a lump in my throat..One of the good ones. Those that makes you suffer in a positive way. Because it's over.
I know, i can always rewatch the whole show, but it won't be the same. The smiles, laughter and tears a drama can give you, you really live them just once. The other times are like a dejà vu. It's still good to feel, but it's nothing new. And Playful Kiss gave me SO MANY good feelings.
That's why i was so mad when Allkpop first and all of my followers later told me about the kiss in the rain. I tripped over it. I didn't mean to see it, but i ran into the screencap and well...it takes less than a second to see a picture. I didn't have time to keep myself from looking. In one second the greatest feeling the drama was supposed to make me feel was gone. Puff. And i had no chance to go back and change that. I didn't have the chance to feel what most of you got to feel. I hate you all for that! >.<
I may have overreacted, but i was really really mad after watching the thirteenth episode.
Anyway...I hate when a drama ends. And i hate when a kdrama ends because though it lasts only one season, less than 20 episodes, it makes me feel things it takes 7 years to an american tv-show to make me feel.
*sighs* I guess all i have left to say is: JJANG! Everyone, just JJANG!
And LEADER JJANG! Because i'm not sure i would have watched this show if it wasn't for him. And i would have missed 2 awesome funny full months.
Whatever reviews said, i loved every second of his acting. I've rewatched a few episodes of Boys Over Flowers recently and i did notice he's improved. So, JJANG! 
And while everyone is busy posting Seung Jo's words everywhere, i'll leave you with the quote that made me start weeping during the last episode:


"If it wasn't for Ha Ni i wouldn't be here now. Whether that's loyalty, friendship or love, Ha Ni is nailed inside me." 


LOCK DUDE! *grabs sleeve* DON'T LEAVE ME!!!!!!!


I think i need to spend the night listening to G.NA's Kiss Me. I cried the most while that song started playing in the episode. When the theme song plays it means it's really over. Waaaaaaaaaah.....;_;
I'm so sad ydek. I'm not pretending. I swear. Ottoke?

Random entry, Pensieve style.

Even the gif is random. But Alvin is totally the U-Kiss couple i ship the most. And this is funny. And U-Kiss just came back so it kind of fits.

And yellow is the color of crazyness. And FTI and Big Bang. That's why this is all yellow. I couldn't WRITE in yellow or you couldn't read a word over my background, so i had to highlight the entry. Cool, uh?I don't have a specific reason to write. I just feel like i have a mess in my mind and i need to pour it out, just to tidy up. I literally wrote what i had in mind, without paying attention to grammar and stuff. It's literally an open window on my mind these days.
So. 


Jung Min's sick. Damn, i knew this was gonna happen. No, actually when he said he was on a diet i tried to calm everyone down and said we shouldn't be worried until he collapsed or something. Well, he did collapse so what am i supposed to say? I'm so worried but at the same time i can't scold anyone 'cause i was the first one who said not to worry too much. Anyway he's recovering now. I hope he enjoys this short time off and i'll start to count down the days until the 25th of November. I'm totally gonna buy his album. And a dvd, if he's gonna release his personal dvd. Though i've planned to buy Saitama Concert and Persona Encore at Xmas, already. In the meantime Saengie and Kyu finally signed a contract or are about to do so. I'm thrilled about them being in the same company, though it doesn't come totally out of the blue. I wanna see this as one more trace of their friendship. A hint that they really don't give a damn about desbanding, despite someone seems still very convinced of it. I can't wait to know their future plans. I wonder if they're gonna sign as a duo or as solo singers. It would be cool if they stick together. Somehow seeing two members together on stage would make me miss them a bit less, but at the same time they may want to dive into the real world on their own, to test themselves. I don't know. In any case, Baby wants to invite the whole group to his musical. Proof that they're still 501 wherever they are. Who knows if they found time to visit Jung Min? But i'm sure they called him at least. Is it even right to imagine their reactions to this kind of issues? It's probably not my right. I don't know them. Yet i feel like i do. And Saengie's birthday is approaching. I don't think i need to explain why i'm looking forward to that day. I don't care what you're gonna think. I do feel like i'm bound to Young Saeng somehow. The more i read his tweets the more i realise we do have some traits in common. And i'd really love to be the one who picked his birthday tag but my mind sucks so i guess i'll just do my best in trending, as usual. And i'll keep dreaming God will give me a chance to show him and the other four how much they mean to me, in a more concrete way. Am i selfish? Ok, nevermind. Today i read when you love something it's okay to have obsessed thoughts. LOL 'Today i read' sounds like i'm...Wait, you don't care, i guess. What else?...I'm gonna skip my rage about Playful Kiss spoilers. Because when i think about that scene and the overwhelming need to spazz and jump and shout and shake things (alive or not) that i could have felt, i feel like jump, shout, shake things (alive or not) but out of rage, not thrill. So yeah. Let's skip. And the drama's gonna end next week. I know i'm gonna miss it so much. Despite i've watched like 10 dramas in one year, i haven't loved one this much since Yamato Nadeshiko. And i'm gonna miss Leader's face and Leader's voice. Yes, i miss their voices too. I hope he comes back soon so i won't need to miss him too much. And it's B2ST and MBLAQ anniversary today. I dreamed of B2ST last night. Only detail worth to be written down is the fact i hugged Dongwoon. I think we were something like close friends in my dream. Not necessarily something more. I don't know. I woke up right after the hug so i couldn't figure that out. And i wish you could see the way we were jumping in celebration. I think i laughed in my sleep. So sorry i don't like their new album much. And U-Kiss's album either. I love those guys so much and i support them. I was really anticipating, but maybe i should start doing like i do with the Harry Potter movies and ignore any news until they come back. You don't expect anything, you don't get disappointed. What if i won't like SS501's new songs either? I'd feel so left out if everyone was spazzing over them and i was just here staring. SHISUS! Please! Let them be daebak! But maybe the fact it's SS501 will make me automatically love their albums? I don't know. I really hope so.
And FTI! Shisus's sake! FTI! People, you're sick. Believing they got a girl pregnant IN THAILAND? And that Jong Hoon wants to leave? YA! It's Jong Hoon you're messing with! MY Choi Jong Hoon! Leave him alone! I swear, you're all dead when i find you. When i read 'Believe me 'cause most of them don't believe me' i felt like choking and torturing and killing whoever spreaded these rumors. 


*breathes* My head feels lighter already. I have a few stressful thoughts to let out about my private life too, something probably more important. I swear i'm trying not to look at my mom because the expression she has makes me want to cry. ;_;  But this isn't the right place and i don't wanna annoy you. My LJ looks like the diary of a suicidal these days, already. Though i didn't mean to make my last entries sound emo. And if i sound like i only care about idols and stuff it's simply because it makes me temporarily forget chaos. But i don't want you to think i'm down so i'll just shut the hell up and move on. I'm the one who fixes people, not the other way round.
And i should study korean. I haven't touched the book this week. At all. I really couldn't find the time. 
Ok, sorry. I said i didn't want to tell about my private life here. Let's stick to kpop.


Speaking of which, i'll leave you with my newest TripleS tumblelog you probably have visited already. But just in case. 


Love Ya. Sorry about the randomness.
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