Rest In Peace, Yumi

I don't know why i decided to write this. Partly i don't even feel like i have the right to. Two hours ago i had no idea of who this girl was. And now i know even less, honestly.

I guess i won't say much about her person, but this news struck me somehow and moved something inside. I'll focus on that.

All i know is this girl's name, her unfair fate and her strong love for the only thing that would make us come together.

The love that her death moved is simply amazing. It's a small comfort that basically every single TripleS around the world is praying for her. Maybe she wouldn't care much, maybe she would consider sorrow coming from strangers a waste of energy.

But she was a TripleS, so i guess she would care. She would be thankful.

I bet she considered her TripleS friends as a family just like i consider mine as a sort of missed blood sisterhood.

Because seriously, TripleS are different.

I'm not saying this because i'm one of them more than how much i'm a VIP or a B2UTY or a KissMe or whatever. I'm saying this because TripleS do treat each other as sisters living miles away. Caring about things completely unrelated to SS501. I've tried this on my skin. I'm not just blabbering.

And seeing them praying and thinking about this girl they don't know makes me proud once again.

If Yumi was a TripleS like i suppose she was it's even more unfair that she had to be taken away, that she couldn't live her life a bit longer, spazzing and raving and struggling with less crucial matters finding comfort in her passion for SS501 just like all of us do and like every person of our age is supposed to do.

I don't know how much positivity a person can keep facing what she had to face. Someone remains steady, someone looks like they're steady but they're feeling like screaming inside, someone just gives up and prefers showing it instead of hiding it.

I didn't know her, so i can't know what she felt. But if i did know her, if i was one of the friends who are seriously mourning right now and who have stood beside her in the past days, weeks, months, years i would wish her to believe that becoming one of those stars our boys mention in one of their songs is a damn good alternative to stay in this world.

I won't say "love ya" because someone may consider it hypocritical. Saying love ya to a girl i know just because she passed away.

But whether you believe me or not i sincerely wish her to rest in peace.