It's a TripleS thing you wouldn't understand

Here it is! My first post in english! XD

So...the thing is...Five months ago i had the luck to fall in love with 5 of my current life saviors. I was coming out from one of the worst moments of my life, a period filled with loneliness, disappointments and tears. Until one day i found myself watching an awkward but incredibly funny Cinderella parody and before i knew it i was irreversibly addicted to SS501.

I had become a TripleS and God knows how thankful i am for that. When i say they're my life saviors i mean it. You can't possibly feel sad while looking at them...no matter who you are looking at and what they're doing. So, when i was still in the middle of my loneliness, having them "next to me" was one of the things that helped me the most.

I had become a TripleS and i've met other TripleS-es since then.

I'm not one of those people who think that virtual relationships are useless or less true some way. My first friend ever (who i met when i was 2) lives on the other side of the country. I've grown up having far away friends, so somehow i ended up learning how to handle this kind of situation (though i am indeed terribly scared of distance).

That's why i can't help it but think that i care so much about the TripleS-es i've met.

I know i'm the kind of person who looks cold, rude and...i don't know, scary at first sight. I probably sound inappropriate, too. It takes me a while to open up to people i've just met. Even when they show me kindness and concern i'm still stuck and can't express what i feel. I may be wanting to shout 'OMG! YOU'RE SO INCREDIBLY SWEET! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THAT?', instead i end up mumbling empty words.

But when i feel part of something i can erase that side of my character.

And being a TripleS makes me feel part of something. Whether some crazy crowd of bitches is trying to bring our boys down, or it's one of members' birthday, or we're just bored and we gather to say nonsense things...i feel part of something.

Like i always say, TripleS-es are the best fandom ever because they're supportive full-time. Not simply about SS stuff, but also and especially about daily and personal things.

Take me: i've been sick the whole week and i've lost count of all the nice messages i've received. Someone would say i'm naive, but i've been told that for 21 years. I can take it. XD

What's more, these girls are the most inspiring thing ever.

I often feel like i'm the slackest one of the group, because i can't see my path clearly yet, but they make you want to do better. And above all, they don't judge.

[If one of you is reading this (no need to name you), take note: you're inspiring! ^^ ]

So, yeah...i totally feel like these are my lucky days: i have my two irreplaceable bestfriends, i don't feel lonely anymore, i have a caring family next to me and now i have this little group of girls...All of them with the ability to take me out of bad moments and through bad days just by being themselves.

Plus! When one of these things is threatened i just have to turn on my laptop or grab my iPod and enter this new, magic, funny, personal little world i discovered 5 months ago. ^^

Just feeling like sharing this thoughts. ^^ This is what blogs are for, right?

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